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Saturday, 29 December 2007
THAT SUCKS! @ 11:32 pm
haa!
they planned to go back on the first day of school. fishball~ trying to 'suan' me or ruin my first day of 2008 in school. damn~ hope i wont bang into them. their sights yucks!
well, i still cannot forgive them. because the damage and lies they did were too harsh. and i need to change by not being so soft-hearted.
this is what they get after betraying me! this is what they get to make me hate them. rmb~ i do not hate anyone easily. they are the first.
the trust between humans and i indeed weakened. why? after the 4 of them did that to me, i have really seen through how could a human behave. it's really too scary! i am so frightened now. for the past few weeks, i have been reading their blogs. you know what makes me even wanna laugh at them? ever since i was out from them, whenever they blog about GFs, they quoted their names out. knowing that i will definitely read. maybe it's just me, i think they are out to spike me. am i that childish to get angry?
sometimes i felt, why is it has to happen when i am going to have a good ending? why? i am so so hurt by this friendship! yesterday, watching kang xi lai le, show luo was the guest. he said, " how can u live without friends?" it's true. however, to me, now, i dont know whether can i still believe in friends. are humans out there just to cheat on my feelings by gaining my trust and then, damage it drastically in the end?
have i done something so wrong to them that they have to treat me like this? it's really so hurt. i hated them for that moment. now, i think i still hate them. i dont hate people easily. but they had forced me to hate. first time in my life, i hated my friends. one of them actually was my very best friend that i cant live without. am i being too trustful?
she replied my letter before i left for HK trip. i realised what she wrote is like i did not do them. i dont know where did she heard from or why does she wrote all this. but the contents in that mail just let my heart sank deeply. i called ying for help. she told me alot. i thank her for helping. she even told me that ever since that incident was over, she wanted to say hello to me. but i was with my friends so she did not do that. she said she did not blame me after that. i told her likewise.
now, i dont know whether i actually hate them anot. however, everytime i think of what happened, i simply couldnt forgive them. hais~ i dont know why my world has become such a mess. i hate myself!
i want to create a world of honesty! i hate fakers, hyprocrites!
do the 4 of them even know that they have destroy part of my world and my beliefs? guess, they are laughing at my state now.
they planned to go back on the first day of school. fishball~ trying to 'suan' me or ruin my first day of 2008 in school. damn~ hope i wont bang into them. their sights yucks!
well, i still cannot forgive them. because the damage and lies they did were too harsh. and i need to change by not being so soft-hearted.
this is what they get after betraying me! this is what they get to make me hate them. rmb~ i do not hate anyone easily. they are the first.
the trust between humans and i indeed weakened. why? after the 4 of them did that to me, i have really seen through how could a human behave. it's really too scary! i am so frightened now. for the past few weeks, i have been reading their blogs. you know what makes me even wanna laugh at them? ever since i was out from them, whenever they blog about GFs, they quoted their names out. knowing that i will definitely read. maybe it's just me, i think they are out to spike me. am i that childish to get angry?
sometimes i felt, why is it has to happen when i am going to have a good ending? why? i am so so hurt by this friendship! yesterday, watching kang xi lai le, show luo was the guest. he said, " how can u live without friends?" it's true. however, to me, now, i dont know whether can i still believe in friends. are humans out there just to cheat on my feelings by gaining my trust and then, damage it drastically in the end?
have i done something so wrong to them that they have to treat me like this? it's really so hurt. i hated them for that moment. now, i think i still hate them. i dont hate people easily. but they had forced me to hate. first time in my life, i hated my friends. one of them actually was my very best friend that i cant live without. am i being too trustful?
she replied my letter before i left for HK trip. i realised what she wrote is like i did not do them. i dont know where did she heard from or why does she wrote all this. but the contents in that mail just let my heart sank deeply. i called ying for help. she told me alot. i thank her for helping. she even told me that ever since that incident was over, she wanted to say hello to me. but i was with my friends so she did not do that. she said she did not blame me after that. i told her likewise.
now, i dont know whether i actually hate them anot. however, everytime i think of what happened, i simply couldnt forgive them. hais~ i dont know why my world has become such a mess. i hate myself!
i want to create a world of honesty! i hate fakers, hyprocrites!
do the 4 of them even know that they have destroy part of my world and my beliefs? guess, they are laughing at my state now.
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